Achiever. That’s honestly my #2 strength after Learner via StrengthsFinder. But so often it doesn’t feel like a strength; it feels crippling.
Perfectionism is something I’ve battled my whole life. I didn’t just want an A on the test, I wanted the highest score in the class. I might get 100% but if someone else also got an extra credit point, I’d feel like I didn’t perform well.
Performer. My freedom from OCD has given me so much freedom in this area too. I’m learning that my worth isn’t based on my performance.
But it’s still a lie I all too often believe.
I’m a writer. But I can never measure up to my own standards for myself, and so I walk around defeated even when I’m living my dream.
I don’t have answers to this. I just needed to share. Thanks for listening.