My friend Janet over at OCDtalk recently blogged about how, so often, all people know of obsessive-compulsive disorder are the visible compulsions, as opposed to the invisible obsessions. And back in November, The Atlantic also posted about the debilitating nature of obsessions.
As I’ve said before, “If it doesn’t hurt, it’s not OCD.”
OCD begins with obsessions. Compulsions are actually just a monstrous side effect of OCD.
“Torture” by eWKn
Compulsive hand-washing is hard to hide. Hoarding, definitely. Even repetitive reassurance-seeking and confession (compulsions of choice for a Pure-O) are easy to notice once someone points it out to you.
But it’s harder to see the obsessions that are driving them.
Imagine the deep horror of constantly imagining you’ll hurt someone you love. Or the intense mind-screw of questioning a part of your identity that you’ve always gripped tightly. Or feeling as guilty as a rapist, a…
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